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That car project...

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The $2010 Challenge car progresses. There have been setbacks which require creativity to recover, but over all, it's still within my anticipated timeframe. The busted ignition cylinder turned out to include a shattered wiring harness, so we're replacing a $600 setup1 with $20ish worth of rocker switches, a start button and a few feet of wire from my friend Chris' stash. Because everything is better with switches and buttons!

And when I say "we're replacing," I mean that Chris gets to be his usual Mad Scientist genius self and I get to play Evil Intern. I should find a sexy labcoat to wear!

2010-08-18 11:23:09 -0700

"Chris getting his Mad Scientist on" by Dollraves via Flickr

Today's setback was the radiator - new car buddy Alan was drilling out the busted fan mount screws and accidently slipped into the bottom radiator tank. Fortunately, it should be an easy fix for someone who knows what they're doing!2 If it's not repaired by the time we get the car running, I'll just pull the one out of the running GTX. Alan felt genuinely bad; to be fair, he's not the first to break something on the car, and I'm equally certain he won't be the last. :D

But today, I got to install the clutch cylinders, brake master cylinder and brake booster. Clutches are easier than I thought! Brake cylinder though? OMBG, that is pure punishment. I don't know what I did to the Universe, but boy-howdy has she gotten me back good!



Dear Universe:

May I never, ever do anything so unkind again that you make me do another brake job. I promise to be the Best Doll EVER if you will see clear to letting me get the second brake line threaded into the brake master cylinder.5

PROMISE!

Smoochies,
The Doll




1 If I were foolish enough to buy it directly from Mazda...
2 Unfortunately, I am not that someone.3
3 Fortunately, I do know someone4 who can do it!
4 Unfortunately, that someone can't do it until after Burning Man.
5 These are apparently notoriously difficult to thread.

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Domestication

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When I was twenty, I fell madly and deeply in love with a man twenty-eight years my senior. Overall, it was a great relationship, but as relationships - especially ones with such an age difference - sometimes do, it ended. At some point in the aftermath, Byron imparted this bit of wisdom to me:

"Carlota, you are a kitten.  Men will want to turn you into a lapcat; they will forget that you scratch and bite.  You must never forget:  you, my dear, are feral."

I did not take this as an insult or an indictment; I took it as an honest assessment from one who had loved me dearly despite myself.  While I have always accepted the truth of it, it is something I have pondered for many years and now, almost thirteen years later, I finally understand.  I, like many people, have a deep, profound desire for affection and stability, but like a feral animal, I have an equally deep, profound fear of being diminished as an individual when in a relationship. 

When I look at friends with successful relationships, I see strong individuals who together make an even stronger partnership.  To one day be successful, I must not only understand my desires and fears, I must understand that these same desires and fears are fundamental to everyone seeking a life partner.  

We are all feral, but with the right person, we can be both domesticated and free.
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My car and its shadow...

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This whole car project is starting to come together.  I have warehouse space from Big Art Studios in Oakland to put the car together and the car is in place.  I've started acquiring tools and putting the word out that I need A Lot of Help (TM) with the project.  I even an engine arriving later this week to go into the car.  With any luck, this car will be running by my birthday.  With a little more luck, it will even be drivable. :D


2010-08-02 06:32:22 -0700

The twins.  The one on the right actually runs - but only because I bought it that way...


It may be a strange thing to say, but I'm glad I can dream small.  Thousands of home mechanics across America do this every weekend.  I know it can be done; it's a matter of doing it.  For me, it's a more exciting dream than stepping on the moon.  This one, at least, will come true.

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